Monday, March 2, 2009

U betta ask somebody!

Man o Man o Man o MAN!!! When I say GOD is GREAT.....that is an understatement! If you can't tell by now, mah fast was terrific! I don't even feel like tha same person anymore! But uh alrite lemme give ya tha details. Juz a brief recap of Monday, talked 2 mah guy friend Royal....disastrous.  Pretty much he lost all hope and faith in GOD and I was changing, but like in a bad way. That didn't settle in mah spirit. Then after that, iz mah 1st day of fasting and there's already a blunt in mah face. That was ridiculous but it didn't faze me in tha slightest. Went home, did tha usual (Job Hunt...BLAH!) and then decided to pray. The previous night I asked GOD to filter out the people in mah life who r bringing me down. So, I prayed before I opened the bible and I asked Him to direct me to a scripture that will influence me. I opened up to Psalm 101:1-8. To sum up wut those verses said was, I don't want people in my life who aren't of GOD and who aren't faithful to him. I don't want anything to do with evil and every morning I will get rid of all the sinful people in my life. As soon as I read that scripture, I saw Amara's face in my head VIVIDLY. I read it again and saw her boy friend's face, slightly. Then I read it one more time and saw Royal's face juz as clear as Amara's. I didn't wanna accept that n didnt kno wut 2 do so I called my mom. I read her tha scripture without telling her what I saw and the first thing she said was, "I saw Amara's face". Now if that isn't GOD tryna tell me something I don't kno wut it is. That was really hard 4 me 2 grasp tho, GOD was tellin me to seperate mahself from tha closest person 2 me who isn't blood related. But I had to listen to Him. So, I called Royal and told him bout wut I saw. Of course he didn't agree, but he understand which made me happy. But then I could tell he didn't like the person I was becoming, he didn't like GOD's affect on me. I didn't wanna accept that either cuz I really liked him, but he didn't like GOD and I hated that. So I had to do wut GOD was tellin me and....

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