1st Sunday of the Month

Normally I'm always excited to go to church cuz I don't go as often as I'd like. Last Sunday...MAYNE I wanted to run to church lol. Me and mah sister were ready on time, but mah mom didnt like her hair. Whomp Whomp! So she was like oh nvm we'll juz go 2 tha second service.  I prefer the 1st service cuz everything's fresh, like second service is a copycat of the 1st service lol. So I was a lil upset but at least I was still going. Then like 20 mins after mah mom said nvm she told me 2 get ready, we were juz goin 2 b late. I was a lil irritated cuz I knew we missed praise and worship but I put mah clothes on. So we get to church and Bishop tells the church that there was a member of our church who was in need of $3,000 by monday and if he didn't have it, him and his family would be out on the streets. Bishop said he was juz going to give the man the money out of his pocket, but GOD told him that he wanted his people to do it instead. Right before Bishop told us that, I had written in my prayer request that I wanted to start picking up in mah acting and that doors open up for me. But back to the man in need, mah mom had some of my car money with her, so she gave me 20 and told me to go sew that seed. So as I was walkin up to put mah money on the alter I juz felt GOD's overwhelming presence and I couldn't stop smiling. An older friend of mine who's helped me with my acting, like as far as classes and stuff called me to her while I was walking back to my seat. She asked me if I was in town, lol idk wut made her think I  lived elsewhere, but I told her I was and she said that she needs to get me an agent asap. I told her that I needed to get some head shots and she said she knows of some1 who will give me 5 different poses for $75, now if u don't know, that's AMAZINGLY CHEAP! She then told me that she had an audition for me this week. I wanted to pass out again! When I say I'm blessed u better believe that GOD has favor over my life. I wasn't even going to say anything to Teresa until after church but she pulled me to the side DURING church to tell me this awesome news. I practically skipped back to mah seat and told mah mom and a wide smile spread across her face. I was juz in mah zone, thanking GOD for his goodness. So while every1 is getting settled back in2 their seat, a woman starts yelling. I'm thinking she's juz praising GOD and speaking in tongues, but then my mom told me to pay attention and they handed her a microphone. I didn't understand what she was talkin bout at first cuz a lot of it was in tongues and I kinda wasn't listening but then I heard her say, "I AM GOD ALMIGHTY. I AM THE LORD THAT PROVIDES FOR YOU. WHEN I TELL YOU TO DO SOMETHING YOU MUST OBEY. I WILL BLESS THOSE WHO LISTEN TO ME. GIVE ME PRAISE BECAUSE I AM LORD GOD OF ALL!" That struck me like lightning. GOD was using this lady to speak for him. This lady wasn't juz telling us what she thought she wanted us 2 hear. She had no control over what she was saying. That was GOD speaking to us through her!!! I instantly started crying. I never felt anything so strong before. At that moment is when I knew that mah life had changed for a reason, I don't think I will ever experience anything greater than GOD. After that, we didn't even have a regular church service. There was no sermon, we juz praised him the whole time. His presence was there and the whole church felt it. Service was tooooo great so me and mah mom planned on goin back later that night. That 1st sunday was the last sunday we were holding our prayer requests so I asked every1 I loved and cared for if they wanted to pray for anything. I got a lot of great responses back. Except from 1 person. Mah text said, "2nite mah church is holding a prayer session. Is there anything u'd like us 2 pray for?" Royal replied back, "No but thank you". I felt like some1 juz pimped slapped me. Like I've never really heard anybody deny GOD like he did, I didn't know how to take it. So I told my mom and she was like y r u still talkin 2 that guy? GOD been told me to get him out of my life and I kept ignoring that, but like the lady from church said, YOU MUST OBEY GOD. So, I deleted his number and his sn off mah buddy's list. Oh, btw...if I haven't mentioned which I think I did, I'm off my fast. Mainly because I've adapted to that lifestyle naturally. Like how I lived during my fast is how I wanna live for tha rest of my life. I feel pure now. But uh yeah.....communion was great. GOD is great and so am I ;)